Me? Curious? Well—
I am just a lost lil' critter who is trying to find myself and grow through my art.
A little chaotic now that I'm not trying to reign it in.
So, beware~ (ㅅꈍ ˘ ꈍ)
Why draw?
Because, f u n !
Drawing helped me escape, gave me something to focus on when my life was falling apart, taught me that I had the capacity to grow even when I started with no knowledge of it, & continues to provide respite when times get troubling.
Art-style?
As much as I love (most of (๑╹ڡ╹)) my final art pieces, ultimately, I draw for myself and the process is what's the most enjoyable for me.
My "style" is a reflection of the focus and the strokes that bring me the most comfort as I draw them.
Thus you can expect some fluidity and inconsistencies.
Perfectionism?
I'm trying to embrace and not completely reject this part of me.
I had it in the past to an unhealthy degree and it would affect almost every new project (even outside of art) I'd start.
However, I'm learning to focus my perfectionism to parts that bring me joy and relaxation and abandon it where it harms me and acts as a barrier to my progress.
I can already see my drawings reflecting that. ૮₍ ˃ ⤙ ˂ ₎ა
Future?
My life and my energy levels have been too unexpected to create a solid plan for myself...
(Thereisalsothecripplinglackofself-confidenceIhavetoseeataskthroughtilltheend— but we don't talk about that).And yet, I do have dreams I want to actualize one step at a time.
Dreams, you say?
Yush. Naively optimistic ones, but they give me hope and motivation~ ꃋᴖꃋ♡
I'm learning to love those sweet dreams and nurture them now, because they're a part of me and deserve acceptance and care.
You're still here?
Let me just say that I appreciate you taking the time to read all of this. I adore your curiosity.
As thanks, I hope you can imagine the one thing you feel would give you the most peace and comfort right now and give it to yourself as a gift from me~
Thanks again, you lovely sprite.
Moneys? We gib?
I crave financial independence, but as I am right now, I feel I'd be ripping people off if I charged for my incomplete ideas and inconsistent work ethic.
Instead, I'm focusing on spreading word that I exist to those who vibe with my art.
Whoever sticks around for when I do end up monetizing myself will be able to support me when the time comes. (ㅅ´ ˘ `)I wouldnt care about money if I didn't need it to survive in this reality.
<( ._.)> But, we live in a society and sometimes there's no choice but to adapt.
What do I want then?
What's meaningful for me is genuine appreciation given to my drawings and the thought I put into them. Especially when someone goes out of their way to share their thoughts and feelings on them. (Please be kind though. I'm a fragile potato with feelings ;//;)
If I manage to inspire you to start or continue your own creative journey, then that is the highest praise I think I could get. (੭ ˊ^ˋ)੭ ♡
Uhm what goes here again?
My art is mine and belongs to me [insert other synonyms at your convinience].
(･｀ω´･ )
Repost my art only with "proper" credit... as in 'tag me with a working link directly to the picture on my profile, or don't share it at all.'I do NOT consent to adding my art (plus stories & characters) to AI.
Seriously. Don't do it.